Strange times

 

It’s so great to be feeling better, not where I was, but better. I’m focusing on the homestead and doing what I can to stay busy. Christmas this year will just my oldest daughter and her husband and kids. My youngest lives far away and sadly my mom uninvited my oldest to her home based on a stupid meme on Facebook. My mom isn’t even on Facebook but some of her family is and they apparently told her about it.🤦‍♀️ This stuff is so out of control. My mom in turn ask me to tell my daughter she was disinvited…such a coward!…LOL..at that point I told her I would not be coming either. My daughter has every right to post whatever she wants as does everyone. If you don’t want to see what someone post you can unfriend them! It’s pretty simple! I unfriended people on Facebook and just kept my dad’s family. That was my choice. I like a really small circle. I struggle with seeing multiple posts with multiple opinions a day…it’s overwhelming to me. I prefer to read legit news sources from both sides not memes or opinions.

To intentionally share someone’s Facebook post, to cause division, dissension, trouble …knowing what will happen, you are a lowlife piece of shit! Sorry…oops! Not sorry!

I’m so over the maga people…I really am! They have caused more harm than any other political cult in American history outside of Hitler. They are so concerned with freedom of speech yet here they are disinviting family members to holidays for expressing and exercising their right to free speech and DJT suing news stations because they used a word he don’t like! Do y’all not see where this is headed? For real? Do y’all not see it?

I understand this is life now…those of us that aren’t responsible for the choice, we will figure out to get through…we will…but certainly don’t expect things to be like they were between us! My mom broke my heart and my family’s.

My daughter is a good person with a big heart. She cares deeply about her daughters and everyone’s daughters and their rights. She cares for our world. She is heartbroken her own grandmother has decided she’s not worth her time. Who does that? What kinda messed up cult makes you act like this? 

I think we have far bigger issues to deal with that someone’s meme or post on Facebook…ugh! Sad what we have all allowed to happen to us…all over politics 

So, in order to cope I have been working on projects, getting my house in order. We all should be. What’s coming down the pike is going to be hard. I hope we all make it! I’m staying to myself and just being quiet. I don’t know what else to do…I really don’t. I feel lost…I’m just trying to find my way again…and I will! I am feeling better…at least now I feel like I can function and not be in a vegetative state…lol…I felt frozen for a few weeks…like I just couldn’t move or think…I’m beyond that and I’m grateful…I understand what I’m to be doing now..preparing my home, my heart and my family. That’s where my focus is. 

I’m no longer asking why…there is no good reason why, other than some are full of hate, some like to feel in control and others simply were duped…they believed what they were being told…now, many are seeing the lies and deception…to late! Hard to have sympathy. 

It’s best I just stay to myself…lol…I seem to offend even when my intention was never to do that. I just speak my mind. I don’t sugar coat shit! People really struggle with brutally honest people these days…lol..honesty is sadly becoming a thing of the past! The more you lie, cheat, steal, abuse and bully the more respect and followers you seem to have. Makes no sense to me! But it does speak volumes to the mindset and way of thinking people are leaning these days. Absolutely terrifying!

So for me, I’ll continue to be a light in the darkness. I’ll stand up for the less fortunate, the marginalized and I’ll continue to fight for our mother…Mother Earth! She’s sick and if we don’t help, we will not have a home! I’ll fight for those different than me to be able to live a productive life and to persue life, liberty and happiness. We don’t have the right to others how to be! If you don’t understand the LGBTQ community that’s ok! But let them be! They aren’t  hurting you! They aren’t trying to influence children..that ridiculous…I’m far more concerned about the “rape/sexual” abuse culture we live in. And how our “leaders” are promoting it and normalizing it! How our voices are being suppressed if we disagree or say a word that someone doesn’t like. And it’s happening by the same persons that were suppost to uphold free speech, that’s one reason he got in! Those who actually do tell the truth are the enemy and fools!  Crazy! I’ll never understand. 

Anyway, please stay watchful…lots of weird stuff going on. Pay attention…read between the lines! Be honest with yourselves. Don’t buy the bullshit…

Until next time..