I woke this morning as I have every morning for the past several weeks with a sinking sick feeling in my gut. I keep thinking it will get better, but it doesn’t…I wake in the night frightened for our future…it feels as if everything around me is caving in on me and what last bit of hope I’m clinging to is slowly fading away…it feels surreal…
It’s hard to understand…it’s hard to realize and accept that the society I grew up in, the values I was taught, the morals I was taught…we’re no longer important when a man stepped from show business to politics…people that once said if people are tried and convicted it was a fair trial…that’s all gone now.
My head literally hurts as I try to make it make sense..my brain is tired..I feel like I’m living in some sort of time warp, a different dimension or world..how does this happen?…
Do people really not see it? Are the ignoring all the facts? Are they brainwashed? I really want to know.
The man is surrounding himself with “yes men” that he hopes won’t buck him in his plan to dismantle our very way of life. And we are ok with it. What happened to us?
I hope I will eventually be able to get out of this funk..I will be able to move on…maybe…maybe when y’all finally see what’s happening…but then it will be to late…
My despair is something I’ve never felt before…it’s like a dark deep void…it almost feels like all love has left the planet…like something sinister and dark came in, in the wee hours of Nov. 6th and used a vacuum and sucked all the light and love up and spit back out hate and darkness…it’s a feeling I’ve never had…I don’t have words to describe it honestly. Maybe this is why so many woke collectively that morning…we felt the energy change…we felt the shift in the universe…not sure how to get it back…it feels like a plug has been pulled from its power source and something that was once alive has now died…its an awful feeling…
We must keep going, we must not give into to the hate, anger and darkness…if we do they win..we must find a way to accept what is and fight back with love, acceptance and kindness. It’s our only hope…our only chance…focus on your loved ones that still radiate hope, courage, strength, love and light…the others..let them go. They will bring you down.
Until next time…
Stay strong & be a light
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